Margarita Tuesdays

well..i just erased a phone number from my contacts. i'm feeling pretty good about it actually.

Marissa, John, Grant, Brad and I just went to El Compadre. Fun times.

Today heath leadger was found in his hotel room. It actually made me quite sad. I remember seeing him at Spaceland once at a show and he seemed like a nice person.

I REALLY need to take come control of my life very soon. Nothing is out of control by any means, but i just need to become a lot more mature sooner rather than later. No more doing dumb shit that i know is dumb while doing it. I need to stop biting my nails. I need to read a fucking book. I need to decide if i should be moving to SF NOW cause i'm sick of month by month going by and being in the same, sad, depressing state.

Its funny, i really think a new bed spread or a new piece of art is going to make me happy while at the same time i truly know its not. I read someones blog earlier that said "maybe all this bad luck is the sign of something good coming." If that's the case than i might be winning the lottery soon.