Blue Night! Blue Night!

There is something great about seeing "Medieval Times Dinner" show up on your bank account statement.

Lost Returns

Tonight i went to my friend Jillian's house to watch LOST premiere. It was a good time and i think Jillian will be doing the LOST screenings every Thursday now at her house.

So here's my plan for the next few months:

Monday: Yoga
Tuesday: Margarita Tuesdays
Wed: Yoga
Thurs: LOST
Friday Margaritas?
Sat: Boxing
Sunday: Free

We'll see if that sticks but this could be the path to happiness...right?

Also i emailed this girl at of the blue tonight. We'll see what happens.

I can feel it coming soon...something is coming!!!!!!

down goes another one..

i've officially given up on another one. She was cute too...too bad.

It's rained the last 5 days or so and it's awesome. love it so much. I think its supposed to rain some tomorrow and then we are done. At least it will clean all the shit out of the LA air and the skies will be amazing over the next week.

I'm trying to find a boxing gym to and learn how to box. I REALLY want to do this and i'm sure it will be incredibly hard...but it's my next 'goal.' I'll keep you posted if this latest hobby really does happen.

Its getting tough for me to blog..i'm not going to lie.

another week..

and another week.

Tonight i put together a group of friends, most of whom did not know each other, to get pizza. We had a fun time. For some reason, something is still missing. i keep waiting for this 'thing' to happen. I dont know what it is still and i might never know i realize now. So am i supposed to give up and just move on? I have no idea still. Every year in LA has been so strange...waiting for something thats never coming it seems. So tomorrow i'll probably wake up once again at 9 to go do something that i HAVE to do even though i know deep inside it wont help anything. i wish i just had a morning where i could sleep till 11 and be content staying home all morning..and then day. Will anyone i meet be able to put up with this anxiety?

Margarita Tuesdays

well..i just erased a phone number from my contacts. i'm feeling pretty good about it actually.

Marissa, John, Grant, Brad and I just went to El Compadre. Fun times.

Today heath leadger was found in his hotel room. It actually made me quite sad. I remember seeing him at Spaceland once at a show and he seemed like a nice person.

I REALLY need to take come control of my life very soon. Nothing is out of control by any means, but i just need to become a lot more mature sooner rather than later. No more doing dumb shit that i know is dumb while doing it. I need to stop biting my nails. I need to read a fucking book. I need to decide if i should be moving to SF NOW cause i'm sick of month by month going by and being in the same, sad, depressing state.

Its funny, i really think a new bed spread or a new piece of art is going to make me happy while at the same time i truly know its not. I read someones blog earlier that said "maybe all this bad luck is the sign of something good coming." If that's the case than i might be winning the lottery soon.

MLK Day

No work today so i took an early trip to ikea. I'm trying to make my room a little more comfy. Slowly getting there! This afternoon i went to see Cloverfield which makes that about 10 movies in a row by myself. It was good. Not as great as i wanted to be but definitely a cool movie.

Wow, this blog entry is really fucking boring so far.

Went i went to San Diego the other day i met a friend of Sam's named Beth Ann. She was recently engaged to this guy i met there as well. Both very nice people so i asked them.."how did you guys meet?" Turns out he was waiting on her at cheesecake factory and she asked for his number. I'm a big believer in fate and you just happening to run into 'that' person. So, i'll continue to wait...i know it will come...i just wish it sped the fuck up!

I need to start a new hobby...specifically something to get in shape. i think i'm finally going to take that boxing class.

Oh, the dried apple things at trader joes are the bomb...just saying.

San Diego

So just got back from San Diego. I went with Sam, Crystal and Sam's sister Pernell to the Ryan Adams show.

Overall great show. We got hooked up with BOX seats from my good friend Pete so that was definitely pretty cool. Every time i see Ryan play i love him even more. It's sad not more people 'get' this guy. The talent...it's just insane. I'm thinking about going tomorrow night to see him once again in Santa Barbara. Laurence invited me to tag along. We'll see.