and another week.
Tonight i put together a group of friends, most of whom did not know each other, to get pizza. We had a fun time. For some reason, something is still missing. i keep waiting for this 'thing' to happen. I dont know what it is still and i might never know i realize now. So am i supposed to give up and just move on? I have no idea still. Every year in LA has been so strange...waiting for something thats never coming it seems. So tomorrow i'll probably wake up once again at 9 to go do something that i HAVE to do even though i know deep inside it wont help anything. i wish i just had a morning where i could sleep till 11 and be content staying home all morning..and then day. Will anyone i meet be able to put up with this anxiety?
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